If you don’t follow me on any social media or haven’t checked my Twitter feed on the left panel of my blog, you might not know I
am totally obsessed with have a great fondness for Bucky Barnes. Also the actor who portrays him in the Marvel movies; Sebastian Stan. Like with Loki, it’s a long story. One, I won’t explain to 98.7% of the people I encounter on a weekly basis. I used to stress over making sure people knew my reasons for things but over the past week I had a glorious epiphany! I don’t need to explain myself to anyone! How about them apples?! I don’t have to say why I love the people I do or why I act a certain way; why I’m quiet sometimes and loud the others, or why I eat really healthy for a week and only junk food the next. I don’t have to feel the need to explain away everything or to justify my reasons. People ask why and if they don’t approve of my reasons it makes me feel like crap; and then I sit there until I can find a reason that suits the questioner and then I still feel anxious afterwards. But no more. A lot of people who ask these sort of questions are just looking to degrade me; so if I give reasons, real, legitimate reasons, I like you and think you’re worth the response. And I think you’re genuine.
ANYHOW! Since I’ve been doing some really heavy blogging I figured I’d give you a break. So here is to me not caring about what people think and having my own deep reasons for things and no one else knowing said reasons! Enjoy!